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Cam Pyun
 Posted: Aug 24 2016, 03:04 PM
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So, Morgan and Lot are dating now. Apparently.

Cam... doesn't like that. He found out, like, five minutes ago when Daisy and Sveta started chiding Morgan about it. She's getting ready for a date. Cam doesn't know why he doesn't like it, but he - he really doesn't. It sucks, it makes his chest hurt a little bit? It's weird.

He doesn't get it.

But Daisy and Sveta have cleared out now, off to do whatever they do on their own, gossip elsewhere, he guesses. Whatever. Listen, it's not that he cares that much what Morgan or Lot do. It's fine.

It just sucks.

Cam is sitting on his bed looking absently through his phone, trying to ignore the - what is that? jealousy? definitely not - in his stomach, trying to ignore whatever Morgan's doing. It's her business. It's fine.

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Morgan Mau
 Posted: Aug 24 2016, 03:22 PM
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#heterosexism maybe

Morgan hasn't been talking much about the date, becaus she's still definitely annoyed that it's even happening. (She's had so many chances to call it off, say that she and Lot broke up for whatever reason, but no, she's in too deep and far too stubborn to back out now.)

She wasn't planning on doing much, maybe some lipgloss and one of her normal outfits, but no, Daisy and Sveta had to comment how Morgan you can't go on a date dressed like that! before running off and doing their own thing (Morgan isn't sure what, but they looked like they were ready and were running off to do somehting beforehand.)

She assumes Cam knew already, that he'd picked it up from Daisy or Sveta or Lot, so she never bothered saying anything herself.

But: she wonders how he feels, if he's okay with it, or if he's feeling some other type of way. (Part of her wishes he's jealous.)

So instead of keeping to herself like she was planning, she looks towards him and holds up two dresses.

"You're a guy. Which of these is cuter?"

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 Posted: Aug 24 2016, 07:00 PM
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Cam blinks and stares at her for a second. "I don't really know," he says. He doesn't. "They're both dresses. I don't think Lot will care."

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Morgan Mau
 Posted: Aug 24 2016, 07:13 PM
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She frowns at that, clearly upset by the response. (And she knows Cam is probably right, and that upsets her more.

She's not too happy that the first time in her life she's ever going on a date, it won't really count. Since Daisy and Sveta were insisting she dress up, she's been trying to make the best of it, or whatever, and Cam's not really helping.

But part of her still hopes it's because he's jealous.)

"I care. I've never been on a date before."

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 Posted: Aug 24 2016, 07:19 PM
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Cam's gut twists when she reminds him it's a date. "I haven't either," he says. "I don't know, it's your date. Lot's not going to care, so you should wear whichever one you like better."

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Morgan Mau
 Posted: Aug 24 2016, 07:30 PM
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#internalized misogyny just in case

"Yeah You're right." She says with a tiny (and more forced than usual) smile, and looks between the dresses. She makes her decision, grabbing the black dress, a pair of red flats and he makeup bag as she heads to the bathroom to change.

She comes back fifteen or so minutes later, all winged eyeliner and red lipstick. (A lot more dramatic than she usually goes for, usually opting for just a touch of mascara and some gloss.)

She looks at Cam again. "I don't look like a floozy, do I?"

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Cam blinks. That sounds like something his mother would say, floozy, although probably not about something like this.

"Um. No."

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Morgan Mau
 Posted: Aug 24 2016, 07:46 PM
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She tugs at the bottom of her dress, which suddenly feels so short even though it's only like, an inch higher on her than most of the dresses she usually wears. She's genuinely a little unsure, and that surprises her since most of the feelings she tends to let people see are so, so fake.

She looks downwards. "...Are you sure?"

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Cam blinks. He can tell she's unsure, and it catches him off-guard. "Yeah," he says, and feels bad for wanting the date to fail.

For some reason. Which he can't figure out.

"You look nice."

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"Really?" She says, slightly startled to hear that she looks nice from Cam. (And she feels a slight pang in her chest from that silly part of her that wishes she was going on a date, real or fake, with him instead of Lot.)

She smiles softly. "Thanks."

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Cam nods awkwardly. "No problem."

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 Posted: Aug 24 2016, 08:28 PM
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She glances at the time, and frowns to herself. It's still a good twenty minutes until Lot's supposed to be here (and goodness knows how much longer until he actually shows up, she wouldn't be surprised if he were the type of person to arrive late -- and if he stands he up for their fake date, which she doubts he will... well, she doesn't want to think about what she'd do then).

"I guess I got ready too early." She says with an uncomfortable laugh, feeling silly for being all dolled up with nothing to do for the next twenty or so minutes.

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Cam nods, but he's still uncomfortable. He doesn't want her to be ready. He doesn't want this date to be happening.

But morbid curiosity takes root. "What are you guys doing, anyway?"

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"We're going to the movies with Daisy and Sveta," She says. Quickly, she adds, "His idea."

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"That sounds... fun."

It doesn't, not for anyone involved.

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