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OoC Member Name: 3rd Bread of Sin
Occupation: Keeper of Secrets
Joined: 9-February 13
Last Seen: Aug 23 2017, 09:42 AM
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Mar 18 2017, 03:38 PM
So here's who I still have:
Is still mad at the world all the time and not happy about being here but is at least glad that only his sister came back to Monroeville and she's stopped acting like her shit doesn't stink. He's just a sarcastic jerk who really has no reason to be as angry as he is but that's not his problem. MPA Senior
Is coming into her own. She's not certain if things are going to turn around for her entirely, but for now they are okay. (If sleeping with your boss, living in a shoddy apartment, and thinking everyone always hates you is okay.) She's not drinking as much, sleeping better, and is starting to think that maybe she has a friend that isn't Bruno? Maybe. She's not sure. Don't be mad at her for assuming please.
Is not the person she was last year. Her mother almost died in January and her brother left for the other side of the country and she's feeling really abandoned. She pretends it's okay, but her acting slips up often. Shes trying to figure out how her life had meaning before all of this and now it doesn't.
Is still a drunk womanizer who cheats on his wife and carries on a relationship with his now 19 year old employee. He still doesn't care about anyone but his kids and still keeps his wedding band in his pocket for 90% of the day.
Oct 16 2016, 07:08 PM
So the day started with three hours of hair, an hour of makeup, and a lot of hidden transfers so I could get in place without people seeing me.
And then after a small delay, as we're about to begin, I realize I forgot my marriage license in my car at my mother's house. So we waited a little longer, and finally things could begin.
My cheeks hurt through the entire ceremony, because I physically could not stop smiling. My vows were a little sweet and a little funny, and his were short and succinct.
Mine: Today seems like the start of a new journey, but I already belong with you. It feels like we're finally going home.
I promise to love you as you are, not as the person I thought you would be.
I promise to remember that neither one of us is perfect, but strive to remind myself of the ways we are perfect for each other.
I promise to value our differences as much as our common ground.
I promise to love you, respect you, support you, and to make sure I'm not just yelling at you because I'm hungry.
I promise to fight by your side in the zombie apocalypse, and to deliver a swift and painless death should you ever be bitten.
I promise to never watch a new episode of Game of Thrones without you no matter how long I have to wait.
I promise to still grab your butt, even when you are wrinkly and old.
I promise to be your partner in all things, and to never forget that we are still separate people working as one.
I promise to stop pretending to be a Russian spy, and to come clean about that lie I told you on our first date.
I vow to see these not as promises, but as privileges. You are my vow, and I will keep it by continuing to love you every day until my last.
His: I only have one vow, and it's not to always let you be right, because I'm too stubborn and you're strong enough to admit you're wrong.
It's not to always make you happy, because you're too independent to rely on anyone else for your happiness.
My vow is to love you completely, truly, And to make sure you always love yourself at least half as much, for the rest of my life.
The photos are to follow:http://imgur.com/gallery/rM2C9
Aug 17 2016, 09:20 PM
It's happening again. I'm not quite okay and can't promise posts right now. I might still pop into the chat box but I'm like, I dunno why but I've had a small anxiety attack every time I've logged on since yesterday. So...
I'll be irregular for a bit, I guess.
May 27 2016, 09:49 PM
I'm going to warn you now: I'm about to get emotional. Also some triggers for mental health/depression/thoughts of self harm/thoughts of death/anxiety/identity.
A year ago (give or take a few hours) I posted a simple message on Jenn's Facebook.
"I miss WtL and I think we need to go post on it again."
And the response was overwhelming enough that after almost two years of separation, we came back. It hasn't quite been a year since our grand re-opening, but it's been a year since my request.
There are a lot of reasons I posted this. Part of it had to do with me being mostly incapable of making friends in real life, so I was banking on going back to having established internet friends to talk to about my problems.
The bigger part of it were those problems. Most of you don't know in any detail how bad things were for me back then. How scared I was every single day that I was going to slip up and hurt myself for real. I had reached a point where I couldn't go more than a few hours without either a panic attack or an issue distinguishing who I was. I thought about dying so often that it wasn't even terrifying to me anymore even though it was to anybody who found out about my current state. I made people take rides with me or talked to someone while I was driving because of how often I considered turning into oncoming traffic. I could get so much more into detail about this but I won't. Because now I want to get to the good parts.
I wanted to come back because writing and being part of this site makes me happy. It gives me an outlet where I feel like I'm worth something. It makes me feel like I'm making an impression. The friendships I've built with you guys over time have been so much more helpful than any of you can imagine. And I desperately wanted to be part of it again.
I can't begin to explain how happy I was to see that I wan't the only one who missed it. To hear that so many of you wanted to come back, that you had tried (and for the most part failed) to join other sites but it just wasn't the same. Because what we had built here, what we've rebuilt, is so special. So unique. I knew I wouldn't find that anywhere else. And that's why I wanted to do whatever I could to get us back.
So I want to thank you guys. All of you, new and old, for sticking with it again. For coming back or joining and really being absolutely wonderful friends and writers and people. I love you all so much and you can never understand how much it means to me that you are here and continue to put up with my emotional ass.
Cheers to one hell of a year, and for many more to come.
May 2 2016, 10:35 AM
He's 17 years old and a senior at MPA with a lot of bark and no real bite. He's the youngest child of the Skjeggestad clan and he won't for a second let you think he chose his family. He's got a chip on his shoulder and seems to have forgotten the manners he was taught back in Manhattan, so approach with caution. (He's a jerk, put him in his place.) Aksel
He's Aage's older brother but nothing like the little prat. A senior at MC in the music program, he's got a foot in the door at a serious recording company already. He's a gentleman through and through, but also a relentless partier. He's dating Madison Darlington, so don't think he's looking for anything other than a light for his cigarette. Freida
A junior at UMM, she's known to fall in puppy love within seconds of meeting a person. She's bright and bubbly and fun as long as the attention is on her. She tries way to hard to fit in while also standing out, and she's a hipster without any doubt. Photography is her first love, and she's probably bouncing around a cemetery taking pictures. Jane
Poor Jane™ is 18 years old and struggling through the life of an adult with more stress than anyone her age needs. She's got a best friend who is poisonous and bad, bad news that she refuses to separate herself from. A lover who is married to another woman with kids and also her boss. And a slowly deteriorating sense of self that make her incapable of pulling away from either of them. She's been bouncing around a few of the summer parties and run into a few people, but mostly she's scared and telling herself she's awful. Johanne
The last Skjeggestad sibling, a senior at MC in the nutrition program and a high profile member of Pi Beta Phi, she's best friends with Madison Darlington and trying to piece herself back together after a summer breakdown. She's a fashion icon well known across instagram and the magazines and heir to a fashion empire. But mostly, she's just trying to fall in love. Madeline
Madeline is 18 and a freshman at MC. She tries way too hard to have friends and ultimately ends up pushing all of them away in the end anyway. She's going to be joining one of the sororities, but she's still just trying to focus on balancing school with her over-hyped love life. (That doesn't exist to anyone but her.) Quinn
35 years old and finally gaining some traction on turning his life around, Quinn is a claymation artist who does custom artwork for the whale tourists and works part time as a librarian. He's in the process of getting custody of his 12 year old son and has a roommate by the name of Jupiter living with him. Roosevelt
Roose Sanders is 30 years old and owns Bernie's Market. He's a drunk with a habit of cheating on his wife consistently, his affairs ranging from woman his own age to his 18 year old employees. He's got two kids and likes to pretend that he's a good father when he's hardly there for them at all and they're beginning to realize it.